Thursday, June 13, 2013

The Universe's New Pattern

Through meditation, prayer, trial and error, impromptu circumstances, great and less-than-great teachers, reading, learning, blood, sweat, and tears, I got very clear on how I want my life to be. 

I made a huge decision, I wrote and spoke my very clear desire into words and released them, I let 'em rip into the laws of creation, into the Universe that always says  "YES", knowing the Universe will align and manifest my desire.

Intentions are energy. Words are energy. Thoughts are energy. My intention and clear decision to experience health, prosperity, success and love requires the entire universe to realign and reform in an entirely new pattern.

What? Chaos? Sometimes radical re-alignment produces chaos. In this case chaos showed up as someone -- yes a real person -- who said NO! 

It felt like a storm inside my brain, like the universe hailed down all the doubts, fears, shame, unworthiness I harboured within myself. URGH! My bruised, helpless, hopeless ego, victim that it is, argued back in my cowardly mind, and, yes, I cried. "Oh, boo-hoo, what choice do I have?"

One answer: 

 My Authentic Powerful Self will choose what I think. 

No matter how many times I have to stop a self-defeating thought and overwrite it with a desireable thought, I choose to think the healthy, life-giving thoughts I thought when I released my decision into the Universe. Okay maybe this shift in what I believe I am worthy of created a bit of chaos in the Universe. I accept responsibility for initiating a major change that has caused whatever opposes me to shake out of my energy field like an earthquake. Knowing my will will manifest with joy and ease, I completely let go of how the Universe creates my good fortune. I know beyond doubt the essential people, elements, and circumstances required to manifest the beautiful life I desire will be attracted and align perfectly for me.

Although I can't control the Universe or the exact way things will turn out, I am doing my part to co-create the best expression of my life by choosing my best thoughts.  I am excited to see how it turns out.

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